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    August 21

    Tiny black feet...

    Tiny black feet…

     

    the way they walk along lame lifelines
    spun of seconds, fragments, hours

    leaving calenders like clotted little tears…
    they’re bashful beadlets, idly rolling

    round their few uncounted years

    round far too loosely fallen stillness
    or an unavailing pause in something grey…
                                                  

    the way they walk along lame lifelines…

    helpless children without water, food and shoes…

    the way their story ‘s being told in tenuous blues

    in blurry worldwide languages that slide off

    all their shadowtinted, unaccepted races

    while their stumbling tiny black feet

    print no traces on the mirror of today…

     

    we seem to simply make their difference

    invisible, unbearable or just a humble mark

    of something misty, inaccessible and dark…

    children without turns to take

    existing for the smudging sake

    of illness, painful poverty and death…

     

    they breathe an atmosphere that dims

    their timid angelvoices sooner than they talk…                         

    the way they walk along lame lifelines

    blindly limping round time’s stillness

    or an unavailing pause in something bad

    born to be the innocently sad…

     

    Najade

    © Drs. Rikki Keller

    Sunday, 19 August 2007 

     

    Time...

    Time...
     
    Time has flown by and so many things seem to have changed, but I am still writing poetry and painting aquarelles...
    Even the poems I posted here look different, for the distance between their lines has somehow been made wider.
    I don't really like this layout, but what the heck, let's see what new stuff will look like...
    May you all be well and happy! 
    Love,
    Rikki   
    March 08

    oh yes...

    oh yes…

     

    oh yes, my Lord…

    I’m watching them

    not quite like You, but still…

     

    my humble eyes can see them spill

    a million sacred lives…

    I see the beehives they call towns

    I see their fears, their pains, their frowns …

     

    I see Your humans running wild

    the tiny shadow of each child…

    I see Your animals, Your rains

    Your limping forests, drying plains…

     

    oh yes, my Lord…I see You cry

    and just like You I wonder why…?

     

    I see the ailing birds and more…

    the rubbish brought to every shore

    I taste the poison in Your air

    I sense Your nature’s deep despair…

     

    oh yes, my Lord…I see You cry

    and just like You I wonder why…?

     

    Najade

    © drs. Rikki

     

    mother earth...

    mother earth

     

    the way our planet turns around

    with boundaries and all –

    the ones we made, the ones we found

    by any secret call –

    we never know which way to go

    we search, we whirl, we fly

    to get one place where we might grow

    although we don’t sense why…

     

    the way our mother earth abides

    whichever storm will roar –

    the ones that kill both grooms and brides

    and children in a war –

    we never understand her pain

    we laugh, we love, we live

    to stay the lightlinks of the chain

    that used to hold and give…

     

    Najade

    © drs. Rikki

     

     

    for humanity to sing...

    for humanity to sing…

     

    Lord, let me be a while, a little while:

    the river where she meets the smiling sea

    the silver albatros that travels

    on an ancient Liberty

    the dodd’ring hand that picks a snow-drop

    in a snoozing Aprilpark

    the tiny candle that enlightens

    someones soundless, boundless dark…

     

    Lord, let me be a while, a little while:

    the mother while she feeds her hungry child

    the swinging pendulum that swerves astray

    from Sunday to run wild

    the dancing feet that kiss a moorland

    in a dreaming Irish vale…

    the auburn sunset weighing nothing

    on Your heaven’s holy scale…

     

    Lord, let me be a while, a little while

    Aurora when she paints a sailing cloud

    the baby prairie-wolf that’s learning

    to be fearless, swift and stout

    the fairy naiad guiding poets

    to her most inspiring spring

    the slender quill composing lyrics

    for humanity to sing…

     

    Najade

    © Drs. Rikki 2006

     

     

    glissando...

    glissando…

     

    here we are dancing on the utter edge of time

    oblivion our shadow and tomorrow

    the reflection of our dreams…

     

    we borrow sunbeams from above

    to help us bloom in blissful love

    we drink the rain, we kiss the wind

    we breathe the air…

     

    where global oceans glide ashore

    we’re building castles in the sand

    amidst the dunlins and the plovers

    and the tides…like little children

    in God’s ever gracious hand…

     

    here we are playing ‘long the waterline of life

    the ageless stave on which the muses

    draw the mystic notes of streams

    the blue oblivion our shadow

    and tomorrow the reflection

    of our dreams…

     

    Najade

    © Drs. Rikki 2006

     

    February 13th, 1861-1911-2006

    February 13th, 1861-1911-2006

     

    these helpless hands caress

    the sacred thought of strings…

    life is a million, million

    million, million things:

    tempestuous symphonies

    of Mahler, Wagner, Brahms

    (an eagles wings…)

    a yellow Aprilbird that sings

    that sings, that sings…

    a simple bird near ever hidden springs…

     

    my ancestors adream in bluish spheres:

    oblivion, a blistered vale of tears…

    a woman, once a girl, I see her face

    a timid servant to the higher bourgeoisie

    she had no place, she was

    she was, but not to be…

     

    still she gave birth to those who’d mother

    gals like her, my silver granny and my mom

    so strong, so young…

    a line of ladies to whom’s spirits I belong…

     

    these helpless hands create

    an everlasting song…

     

    Najade

    © drs. Rikki Februari 13th, 2006

    fleurs-de-lis...

    Fleurs-de-lis…

     

    today at dawn I watched a marv’lous fleet of geese

    against the porcelain of the frosty winterskies

    they sketched a dozen of their magic freedomvees

    as if they flew there just for me, to please my eyes…

     

    a gift of nature, this fantastic floating piece…

    like fleurs-de lis, immensely highcomposed

    the birds and I, we formed one prayer on the breeze

    the world below a lonely head that hung and dozed…

     

    today at dawn I sensed creation’s endless light

    my humble figure felt embraced by heaven’s Hail

    God, how You blessed me with this grand and holy sight

    the birds and I, some of Your children, small and frail…

     

    Najade

    Drs. Rikki © january 25th, 2006

     

    Bethlehemstraat 22

    Bethlehemstraat 22

     

    at grandma’s stately townhouse

    grandpa’d invariably beseem

    in frugal furniture and bourgeois drapes… 

    he had so little selfesteem

    yet sat there on his solemn chair

    beside the muffled stove:

    two silent crooked shapes…

                                                  

    the brassy bracket

    waved away their winter’s light

    in such a lethargy that would

    soon leave them lieing still –

    from left to right

    from left to right…

     

    tonight we saw

    the grizzly old façade:

    a lifeless tombstone

    pointing down into the blind

    and blank abyss

    of modern arbitrariness…

     

    the nameless door

    did not reopen to the time

    that left them lieing still –

    from left to right

    left…right…

    left…

     

    Najade

    © drs. Rikki 2006

    Daddy's house...

    Daddy’s house…

     

    The house was standing

    at the hush-end of the street:

    a closetongued book,

    in which someones words

    had overwritten ours…

    No punctuation mark pointed at me…

     

    The dead passed me by

    in such an line that laces itself

    ‘round a reopened  wound…

    I longed to ask them if they could see me,

    crawling back through our olden days,

    right along the once determined border

    of my daddy’s land…

     

    And my eyes kept burning

    over their tired heads,

    untill they rested in my hand,

    so that I could send them away

    on the winterwind, one by one by one…

     

    I found his footsteps at the hush-end

    of a sleeping labyrinth, still runnig wild…

     

    They fitted me: his lonely lastborn child…

     

    Drs. Rikki

    © 2006

    Angin...

    Angin…

     

    is she real…?

    or just a rumour, true or not…?

    her blue appearance like a hue

    of time and stillness, gently breathing

    through the winter’s subdued smile…

    one magic mile or millions

    unseen distances, a lonely silver tear…?

     

    Lord, is she near…?

    is she an angel wearing wings

    that warm the wind?

    a hint of faded golden cultures

    lost conventions, or a name

    that no one mentions, or a plea…?

    her silent screaming sounds like poetry

    and ever whirling snow…

     

    oh… is she real…?

    or is she someone’s secret dreaming

    someone’s origine

    or just a flying child…?

     

    I sense she’s wild, I sense she’s free

    she might be me…

     

    Najade

    © drs. Rikki 2006

    evening mystique...

    evening mystique...

     

    a slate-grey evening slides across the sleepy town…

    an ageold habit, sowing moods from house to house

    (by silent softthrows of a nameless hand…)

                   

    beyond each window seasons come to pass

    predictably, oh yes…they measure lifelengths

    ‘long no line…look: one arrives and one departs…

    one leaves a teartrack, hushing

    some forsaken candleflame

    but leading to no warmer, younger place…

     

    slate-grey dusk aslides ‘round stiffened shapes:

    dark trunks and hagues and remnants of a ‘sleeperdyke’

    that has to carry nothing but a speechless sheep

    a clump of knotwort and a sluggish shadow

    on a rusty bike…

     

    something puzzling encompasses

    circumscribes, concerns and flows again

    flows out… without a sound and sensed

    but by the one who is allowed to know

    how someone, once alive here

    sought his last support…

     

    a hue of snowwhite mist

    breaths from the chilly soil…

    Najade

    © Drs. Rikki 2006

     

    January 19

    Zeb...

    My silent spirit hides a dream in ageless blue:

    oh I would love to dance on ultra-tender toes,

    where ‘long the flanks of mount Parnassus music flows

    and I would wish to mail this fantasy to you…

     

    Your words are jewels, sparkling talent shining through…

    They lift me higher than the breath of winter goes,

    upon the wind, by which sweet inspiration glows,

    a blush to share: Apollo’s truly blissful hue…

     

    You are a poet on the threshold of his times

    and I receive the soft reflection of your chimes:

    this distant melody that moves my motherheart…

     

    I know the way within the Eden of your rhymes…

    I read your youthfulness, your wisdom, free and smart,

    for you, my friend, I’ll always have a warm regard…

     

    Rikki

    A sonnet for ZEB

    January 09

    Even bijpraten...

    Lieve vrienden...
     
    Er ligt alweer een nieuw jaar voor ons en ik hoop dat de komende tijd voor jullie allemaal heel gelukkig zal zijn! De kerstdagen en de jaarwisseling zijn hier kalmpjes voorbijgegleden. Inmiddels hebben mijn lieve kleinkindjes hun eerste verjaardag gevierd... En dat niet alleen: ze beleefden ook hun eerste Sinterklaasfeest en Kerstmis. Op hun verjaardag kregen ze een grote slagroomtaart van pappa Freek en mamma Sandra. Aarzelend staken ze er een vingertje naar uit, maar aan hun verwonderde gezichtjes te zien, vonden ze het wel een vreemd ding... Brittje proefde er voorzichtig van en nam meteen nog een handje vol taart! Nick begon te huilen en om hem te troosten, besloot vader Freek hem te tonen wat hij met die berg slagroom kon doen: hij stopte zijn hele gezicht in de taart!!! Tja, toen huilde Nick nog harder... Al met al was het feest zeer geslaagd!
     
    Van het Sinterklaasfestijn heb ik leuke foto's. Je kunt ze bekijken door de volgende link aan te klikken:
    http://www.ringo.com Onder 'my photos' vind je ook enkele van mijn tekeningen.
     
    Zojuist heb ik enkele nieuwe gedichten in mijn weblog gezet. Tot een volgende keer!
     
    Rikki 
     
     

    let him be...

    this is the page he yearns to study on today…

    his fingers linger on the first (forbidden) lines

    his mind is searching in it’s own peculiar way

    he knows he’ll find the hidden enigma’s, the signs…

     

    the sea of ages rolls her strength upon his shore

    he sips her salt, her spring, her spirit and her Light

    he feels her timelessness just longs to give him more

    and in his soul her selfless Love adds to his might…

     

    Lord, let him drink, oh, let him taste, yes, let him be…

    he’s young enough to play his part in this: His Time

    he’s smart enough to play his role in history…

    Lord, let him write, oh, let him think, yes, let him rhyme…

     

    (or not…)

     

    Drs. Rikki

    for Zeb, my Friend in Dublin

     

     

     

     

    ribbons...

    my lines come whirling down from space

    like ribbons of transparent lace…

    I love to tie them into bows

    and hand them out where sorrow shows:

    a tender smile, a hug, a kiss

    a simple prayer for soothing bliss…

     

    I wish to give my poetry

    to those who are in agony…

    soft ribbons ‘round their broken wings

    all sorts of warm and wholesome things:

    a word of hope, a spark of light

    to help them through their darkest night…

     

    Drs. Rikki

    daddy's house...

    the house was standing

    at the hush-end of the street:

    a closetongued book

    in which someones words

    had overwritten ours…

    no punctuation mark pointed at me…

     

    the dead passed me by

    in such an line that laces itself

    ‘round a reopened wound…

    I longed to ask them if they could see me

    crawling back through our olden days

    right along the once determined border

    of my daddy’s land…

     

    and my eyes kept burning

    over their tired heads

    untill they rested in my hand

    so that I could send them away

    on the winterwind, one by one by one…

     

    I found his footsteps at the hush-end

    of a sleeping labyrinth, still runnig wild…

    they fitted me: his lonely lastborn child…

     

    Drs. Rikki

     

    December 27

    church...

    For all of you…

     

    an ancient church in limelight

    from the sleeping park below…

    snow on its mediaeval roof:

    proof of oblivion, of Love, of Faith, of Hope…

    no place could be more sacred, I believe,

    than this, this Home of God on Christmaseve…

     

    dark silhouets of maples, oaks and firs…

    no footstep stirs the ambience

    no breath the golden glow…

    one old arched window smiles

    with candletongues, so true…

     

    this Night belongs to agelessness,

    this Night belongs

    to you…

     

    Drs. Rikki

    Christmas Eve 2005

     

    This is the church I can see from my window... It is a lovely mediaeval building standing in a small park.

    Behind it is a larger park at the riverside, with a mediaeval estate in the middle. My village is of great

    importance in literary history. During the nineteenth century famous authors have spend time at the estate

    and written about the beautiful environment. Frederik van Eedens: Van de koele meren des doods is situated

    here.

    December 07

    cameo

    she has a fair cameoface
    an opaline fine oval midst
    soft silv'ry hair...
     
    she glows...
     
    she is an artist
    an Octoberrose, a birch
    in search for dialects & babysmiles
    sweet peppers and untravelled miles...
     
    see, with a feather she writes lyrics
    to be lifted by the wind...
    the wind of ages, seconds, hours
    serving flowers time to show
    their golden hearts...
     
    she never parts with her oblivion
    yet yearns for more horizons
    than the ones she knows...
     
    she glows...
     
    she has a fine cameoface
    her grace is silent
    and her hand
    so small...
     
    hear...
    hear her call
    in any, any place...
     
    Drs. Rikki
    November 25

    quaternair...

    The Dutch version of this quartette can be found in this blog under the title 'Les quatre saisons de l éternité...'

     

    summer

     

    July awakens global headlands

    lowlengths, shelters

    and a shy old holm:

    fields of mauvish mandrakeplants

    in placid rows - like magic:

    mellow earthscent, honeysongs…

     

    and long…

    long before infinity

    declares her growth a summer

    she gives birth to all those beings

    spreading spores around life’s garden -

    giving voices to young titmice

    senior willows, children fishing

    in an seagreen ditch -

     

    the clayground ripens from within

    a slanted tower’s clock tolls praise

    at halftime hours and duration of oblivion

    slides gently ‘cross flat acres

    to an autumnnight…

     

    autumn

     

    night…

    night dims the countrytune

    to yonder organmusic in a vaguer

    stop - oh lowly, slowly -

     

    slowly, now that mist above it shades

    a human’s half hushed name…

    like arid birchleafskeletons

    lone years are snowing down

    from risen time…

    dazed villages stand staring into

    downdropped auburn dresses

    of dewdripping trees

    and not a soul knows who’ll divide

    a comprehension among

    man and beast

     

    here, in the airythin peninsula of ages

    seeds are sleeping ‘long the borderline

    of consiousness and streams

    become the icy aqua arteries of

    winterworlds…

     

    winter

     

    winterworlds…

    frail fresco’s on the walls of Dawn -

    thus named the fragile woman

    who’s so glossy glassy womb

    abides the tides -

    breathlessly concealed

    amidst the gradients twixt

    pregnancy and death

     

    she doesn’t ask for explanations

    as the essence of infinity matures

    in hasty chime with frosted hagues

    and daybreak cannot wait

    to make her guess:

     

    where’s April hiding

    where are daffodils awobblin’

    and which prehistoric wish awakens worth

    of repetition from her metaphore?

    hear…

    hear now how latent melodies

    fly forward to a newborn spring…

     

    spring

     

    spring…

    and no destination’s nobler

    to an early bird to sing for

    to a wagonwheel to leave its clearest traces

    to a source ataking but its only rise

     

    still time has not dissolved itself

    see - seconds tremble - tremble

    under wisely startled water

    wardebris, forewritten pain

     

    Aurora is the rose… rosefingered girl

    astriking murmuring vulcano’s

    dreaming sunbeams, children’s smiles

    and Only Loves - yes all of these

    through simply being and appearing right

    and on a schoolyard plays a toddler

    with its oh so little shadow -

    while one elsewhere raises

    far too tiny bodies

    from a mass-massgrave…

     

    still time has not dissolved itself

    look, there’s a shrub abuddin’

    and an angel passing by, a moment

    running over from the future’s

    air…

     

    Drs. Rikki